well, it's finally vacation. haha best time of the year. I see my name like everywhere in the newspapers. I get more than a month off to do absolutley nothing. I really dont know what i want accomplish during the break. haha mebbe i'll go get my permit. I keep on saying that i will, but i keep on putting it off. I think i'll try to memorize "rollout." That'll be my project for the break. look i alread have a line:
is that your wife your girlfriend or just your MANBITCH?
damn im good. im kinda nervous. I dont know exactly when imma get my grades back. hope i do good. the say imma get them back like mid january.
i think i'll think of ways to meet girls during the break. I heard tennis was good. I tried museums. mostly tourists that dont speak english, elementary school students and gay guys. Its a perfect pick up spot for Andy. haha ok Anyway, merry christmas guys. I hope we can meet up sometime soon.
well it it seems as if semeter 1 is finally winding down. Got my sociology final back. Didnt do as well as i exected. But luckily im still gettin an A in the course. Just got by that one. I've been talking to some counselors and upper classmen, now im not really sure if im gonna transfer or not. Damn, theres this one girl in my school that caught my eye, but it seems as if Larry beat me to it. heard he's in world civ iwth her and already strted talkin toher a while ago. shiiiiet. And i've been thinkin about moving out, but now i think i might need a roomie if i do. so if anyone that is reading this, preferably a non-ugly female between the ages of 17 and 22 wants to room with a short korean guy who likes taking long walks on the beach please feel free to post your name, phone number and picture. uh yeah. thats about it.
damn, i didnt update in a while. a lot has been going on inside of me for the past few weeks. I decided to consider not transfering anywhere. I realized that i am too concerned about what other people think about me and that kinda pisses me off. As absurd as that sounds, that was why. and i dont think i can stand being rejected twice, thats deinitely not good for my mental stability. The good news is that i'm beginning to see more asian girls aroud my school. yay! now all i have to do is grow some balls. molly simms is back in those old navy commercials. shes hot. last day of classes is on the 13th. i have 2 finals on the 10th an 19th, then im done with my first semester of college. how was it? semi decent.
shiiit man. It's probably the same with everyone else, but im feelin kinda stressed out lately. Its like outta nowhere life dropped a whole bunch of shit onto me. I have a sociology final, an arch studio presentation and a final paper, all due on Dec. 10th. It feels really weird, if i got all this work in high school i woulda just shrugged it off, but now im actually worried. and this commute isnt helping either. hopefully i could get a semi-decent bachelor pad next year, but rent is mad high, and i gotta pay for the utilities too. damn it. I want so may things, i want an apartment, i want more sleep, i want to see some more girls, i want more time and i want to hang out more. these are all things that arent impossible, but very difficult to get, and its kinda frustraing to have all these wishes and to not have any of them realized. well at least i got to see a couple of aiight asian girls at school today. thats gonna keep me goin for a couple of days, then mebbe i'll go back to my flushing-route-commute". heh that rhymes, sounds kinda weird if you say it a lot.
haha, friday and saturday were mad fun. it was great to see everyone again. but next time, i think we should lay off the ps2 ok guys? some people have issues ... (not me). haha ok, anyway, damn im mad tired. stupid arcitecture, i spend like half my time making models and drawing. calculus sucks too, only thing thats coming between me and my grades. I cant believe that our first semester at college is already about to end. finals are like in 2 weeks. If you thnk about it, thats like an eighth of our college careers, well a tenth for me. shit is happening so fast, but the time is passing so slowly. damn, im yawning like crazy. I think i'll go take a nap.
shhiiiiet man, im totally burnt. so much work and the people at my school arent helping my rage. there's this gay chinese kid in my calculus class, he's really gay, like homosexual like. He keeps on talking to me and making fag jokes. "My architecture professor told us to make models from the scrap materials in the back of the studio, and one kid, he said that 'we're making garbage from garbage!' HAHAHA." He says all this with an obvious accent. He's like "oh you're trying for a cooper transfer too?" and then the fag pats me on the back softly. what el fuck is that? mebbe if you touch me gain, i'll gay-fob-bitch man whore slap you. all those gay jokes are coming back to bite me in the ass.
in my freshman comp class we were reading a W. Faulkner short story that took place in the post civil war south. like a fool i volunteered to read a paragraph. I was reading and there was this one section where faulkner repeatedly used the word "nigger." while i was reading, i realized that there were a couple of er, big black guys in the class. it felt kinda wierd especially because i was reading about a white master beating and laughing at his black workers. i found myself rushing through the rest of the paragraph. haha i kinda looked down at my paper for the rest of the class. what a day.
haha i just read insu's xanga thing about experience, and it kinda got me thinking, what will i make in a couple of years after i graduate? im pretty sure im not gonna make 380g's in this life combined with my next life's salary doubled. if i make more than 80k a year i'll pat myself on the back. haha, did you guys look at your hands lately? these things are like friggin amazing. the other day i realized that where you get in life depends on what you think with your head, and what you actually do with your hands. and to think that i actully use these babies to pick up a dogs crap, an inferior animal's solid waste, wipe my own ass after taking a dump. what have i done? i think im gonna go put some lotion on lisa and roxanne ... i mean lefty and righty.